{ Happy Birthday Judah!!! }

I am completely overwhelmed with emotion at the thought of my baby turning 3. There is something about 3 that crosses over from baby to little boy, and I am not ok with it! This entire week I have been crying on and off. I think just knowing that this is my last baby and not quite knowing how to fully savor moments, has me feeling overwhelmingly sad and uneasy. At the same time, I rejoice in the fact that he is growing up a strong, loving little guy and I get raise him. He often asks to date me, has to know where I am and be where I am, a common phrase out of his mouth is “ Mama can we cuddle.” I have never known a little person to love so big. He beyond loves me and has in turn kept my heart tender towards him and others. I hate to be that mushy, gushy mom, but I do wish I could put the pause button on this moment! I am excited to watch this sweet boy grow and I am super proud to be his mama. Happy Birthday Judah man!! xoxo